Idk .1

Slept from 3-6 now 7:30 and all I want to do is go back to sleep. I just want to go to sleep til 2020 maybe then I will feel like I have a purpose. Right now I want to cry my key out, which will make me feel better both emotionally and mentally for a bit, then my mind starts to go into overdrive. I feel like my feelings are always hurt, but there isn't anyone around. Then there are times that I am just so damn angry that I just want to hurt people and I'm ok with that, I just get so aggravated with people, I would like to see most not exist though. Maybe my mind is playing tricks on me.

Idk

<p>I had just finished talking a shower and as I was getting dressed I wanted to cry. About 130 pm 1/22/12<br>
I want to cry I am so confused. I want to be around ppl sometimes and then I think I just want to be left alone. I don't know what to do when I am around ppl and I don't know what to do without them. I mean I feel like I am stuck. I feel like I am just going through the motion of just being alive. I feel out of it all the time, like I'm having an out of body experience through our most of the day like I'm in a daze it something. And when that isn't happening I feel anxious trying to talk to ppl sometimes. I don't know what to with me.